Sunday, October 13, 2024

I slept in till 6:30 this morning, a rare and welcome Sunday-morning loll. And today I have nowhere to go and nothing to do . . . well, actually, I have plenty to do, but none of it requires a schedule or a timesheet, so I will idle here in my couch corner and pretend I'm completely untethered.

Yesterday, while I was upstairs teaching, T was downstairs installing the first batch of finished cupboard doors. As you can see, they have radically changed the look of the kitchen. Instead of a clutter of busy-looking shelves and open closets, we suddenly have sleekness, quiet, elegance. We are both feeling the jolt: who are we, to possess such an uppity-looking room? Of course T is a master carpenter; he routinely builds this sort of beauty for his rich clients. But our own houses tend to stay half-done. We aren't used to gloss.


Outside, low clouds have settled in--rain in the forecast, a wet afternoon and night, a wet tomorrow, a long slow storm. I haven't yet turned on the furnace: the little wood stove is just right for banishing the small chill of a rainy autumn day, and in a minute I'll get up and light a fire, embrace this Sunday at home.

I think yesterday's class went well; I hope it did. Always, teaching is an improv dance. I jump into and out of the plans I've laboriously written up; conversations flash; lines suddenly undress themselves.

How I long to be a poet.

4 comments:

Ruth said...

very elegant! I too long to be a poet. Sometimes I think I might be, sometimes, I think I am, but...

Richard said...

Rest assured, Ruth . . . with "but" you can begin 20 longing lines and one may find a way into the T-Ruth of your next poem. :)

Carlene said...

O how clever, Richard! And we are all poets-- sometimes, our poetic strength and vision might not be in words at the moment, but every breath taken with intention and every clear thought and sentence, every note of music or beautiful and balanced line drawn is poetry.

Ruth said...

Thank you, Richard