I arrived in fog, and the fog deepened. By the time T walked into the cottage, 45 minutes later, the cove was a blur. As dark settled in, the screel of peepers began. All night long, and even now, they shrill. At some point in the night a thunderstorm burst over the island--long flashes tearing into my vague sleep.

Night is still murky. I cannot yet make out the shape of the day, but I suspect fog and fog. When I step out onto the screened porch to get water for coffee, I am enveloped by damp.

And now, very suddenly, a robin unrolls a tune--chirr, chirrup, chirra, chirra, chirr . . .  I look up from the fire I'm trying to start in the stove and I see the cove emerging from darkness. Meanwhile, a chickadee joins the robin, offering its high-low whistle, and then a white-throated sparrow interrupts--O sweet Canada, Canada, Canada . . . Abruptly, the peepers vanish from the stage and the pallid air pulses with birdsong.

There is not so much fog as I expected. I glimpse Swan's Island huddled across the cove, the familiar spruce-lined peninsulas rippling into the circle of water. I know this view like I know my own face in the mirror . . . which is to say, not as well as I think I do. The seascape is no-color, water and land and sky mere variations of dim, yet the creases, the wry glance . . . 

Traveling alone, and meeting T here, was in its way sweet. He and I love this cottage in a way that is private to ourselves. Even our children, who have been here many times, don't quite participate in the unarticulated dearness that he and I feel for this place that doesn't belong to us. We have confidence in one another when we're here . . . I don't mean that we do anything special or unusual; just that something wells up in us: here is the other person who knows. I can't be any clearer than that, because there's no more clarity in this feeling than there is in fog. We have been deeply unhappy during many of our stays in this cottage, but we have been a bonded pair in our sorrow. Maybe that's what I mean: this place is an emblem of our duality.

As artists, as daily workers, we are separate beings. We know how to leave each other alone when that is necessary. But the other part is also true: here is the other person who knows.