Tuesday, November 7, 2023

A gale whipped up in the night, and now, at first light, wind is tearing at the water, at the spruce trees, at the sky. The air is a constant roar, and I glimpse whitecaps on the usually serene cove. A thin rain clacks like sleet on the window, though the temperature is warmer than it has been--nearly 50 degrees instead of chill mid-30s. In the storm the cottage feels even more fairy-tale than usual. At any moment a witch or an enchanted swan might tap on the door.

The mood here has taken a turn for the tragic because W's little cat has disappeared. This is deeply unfair of the Fates: given W's so recent loss of her husband, why should they also take her only pet? Tom and I are unsettled and anxious, and W is deeply distressed but trying to hold herself together. The loss of Gracie is a pall over everything.

Still, we are all trying to go about our business. Tom and I hiked Day Mountain yesterday morning--not a particularly tall peak but with a severe and striking vista of the open Atlantic. Then we came back to the cove, and he finished trimming out the window in W's house and I brought her down to the cottage so that we could do a little bit of writing together. Who knows if it helped anything, but at least it was a way to rechannel our perseverations.


Today is my last full day on the island. With this storm Tom and I likely won't be able to do much outside: we'd be blown into the sea. I might work on some manuscripts; he might sort out Curtis's film rolls and do some more odd jobs for W. Meanwhile, the wind howls and buffets; the rain clicks like pellets; the cove churns; the crows screech.

3 comments:

Carlene M Gadapee said...

A perfect location to read some dire New England literature, perhaps? Or even Wuthering Heights.

Be safe, get fully better, and let the sea air cleanse all that is dark.

Ruth said...

May it be an enchanted swan with news of a found cat. Yes, be fully well and at ease.

Richard said...

Here is hoping that Fates are fair in returning wellness all around in this clicking, churning, screeching mystery of Gracie's furry tail.