7:15, yet morning is barely able to seep through the rainclouds. Almost daylight seems to be rising from the ground rather than descending from the sky. And it's windy. Already, the power has flickered on and off, on and off. But the woodstove did blaze up with the first match, despite the gusts choking the draught; and the power is on, at least temporarily, meaning that I can grind coffee. So here I sit, warmish, next to an itchy dog, listening to the comfortable sounds of crackling poplar logs and a functioning refrigerator. It's fine, it's okay, it's being alive, even with a few modern conveniences. It's also like being a character in a fairy tale, here in my cottage in the wild wood, with the north wind beating on my door. But I am too old to be the wet wandering princess tapping at the window or the quick-witted woodcutter's daughter who invites her in. It's hard not to be a little sad about that.
Eclogue
Dawn Potter
All the long day, rain
pours quicksilver
down the blurred glass.
gardens succumb to forest,
half-ripe tomatoes cling
hopelessly to yellow vines,
cabbages crumple and split,
but who cares?
Let summer vanish,
let the tired year
shrink to the width
of a cow path,
soppy hens straggle
in their narrow yard,
and every last leaf
on the maples redden,
shrivel, and die.
Nothing needs me,
today, but you,
sweet hand,
cupping the bones
of my skull. Alas,
poor Yorick, picked clean
as an egg.
How rich we grow,
bright sinew and blood,
my eyes open, yours
blue.
[forthcoming in How the Crimes Happened (CavanKerry Press, 2010)].
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