from The Mill on the FlossGeorge EliotWe could never have loved the earth so well if we had had no childhood in it. . . . What novelty is worth that sweet monotony where everything is known, and loved because it is known? . . .These familiar flowers, these well-remembered bird notes, this sky, with its fitful brightness, these furrowed and grassy fields, each with a sort of personality given to it by the capricious hedgerows--such things as these are the mother tongue of our imagination, the language that is laden with all the subtle inextricable associations the fleeting hours of our childhood left behind them. Our delight in the sunshine on the deep-bladed grass to-day, might be no more than the faint perception of wearied souls, if it were not for the sunshine and the grass in the far-off years which still live in us, and transform our perception into love.Don't be afraid toDawn Potterlug a fat kid into rain, laugh when his mouthflaps open like a chick's, stumble souththrough weary dumps and truck-tornroads, past autumn gnats who mournat Greaney's turkey farm, where redcoatssling up roosters heel by heel, slit throats,drain hearts, while maples twist an eye-blue sky, a rush of wild geese swings by:good enough day to kill or die,perch shivering on a tailgate, fly.[forthcoming in How the Crimes Happened (CavanKerry Press, 2010)]
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
When I want to rationalize my choice to raise my sons in the middle of nowhere, George Eliot always has the right words for me. But it's interesting to note that she had to live in London in order to be able to write so elegiacally.
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I love that GE quote. Doesn't Gertrude Stein say a writer needs two countries? (one to live in and one to write about?). I wish my son lived in the middle of something. especially if that something is nowhere. Also, love that eyeblue sky from monday. and those hearts draining.
GE has a similar beautiful digression about the country in "Daniel Deronda." I first read it in a hotel in London when I was pregnant with my older son. That was a strange prescient moment--like Mary Ann Evans was offering me instruction I didn't know I needed.
I love this image "while maples twist an eye-blue sky,"
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